Barely, anyway.
Just thought I should update.
I'm sorry for up and disappearing on everyone like I did. I guess for one reason or another, I just wanted to avoid dA.
That's definitely not how it started, I had been avoiding dA for school reasons, but now....it seems that I just want to take a long......long.......long break from dA.

Things seemed to have changed drastically, things are stressing me out (both online and offline, with family, friends, and especially school....), and, well....let's put it this way: when I come back here, on dA....things just feel empty....

Maybe it's 'cause I've been in a drawing rut. Not a complete one, like an Artist's block, just.....one where suddenly, I can't seem to draw anything that I actually wanna show people here. Everything I've been drawing lately, I haven't felt comfortable posting here (for certain reasons here and there).

It could also be because I had to come online only to see all the things that I've missed out on, all the hardships that my friends were going through and I wasn't there for them, and, only to see that certain friends....certain, really close friends, have up and gone, too.

I dunno, I suppose I'm just rambling on vaguely. I can't really say much right now anyway, I should be getting off, since it's 2:44 am and I'd be in massive trouble if my parents catch me online this late.

So....meh, I guess I'll just get off now. I'll be back on later to clean out my Message Centre of old messages and try to respond to some, or whatevers...again, just felt like posting a journal so that you guys see that I'm still here, still alive, and that I haven't left dA.

Oh, that reminds me....Happy Veterans' Day.